Another blue blog

The things you hade the most, is sometimes also the things you love the most, or at least think good of.
Don't you ever wonder why the things that you hate the most, sometimes also is one of the things you may have liked or even still like.

Well, I have! It happens all the time for me. And in this post, I will try to share my thoughts on this subject


Love
Love is the one thing that i hate the most! But don't get me wrong now, love is great when the other person loves you too or when you just know that he/she does. But i could very much live without all the confusing emotions that runs through my head, when i think that i love someone and not knowing if she loves me back or not. I say stupid things, I can very easy get hurt, my heart is pumping very fast and i can't think clear.
Well, you might like this kind of feeling. But i don't and that's where my point is. Just becouse you like something, dosen't mean that your partner, friend, mother or your internet/sms-friends does. This is one way to be connected with the things you hate the most.


Another way.
The things in your life that you love, is also the things that you know best. That is why you know what to hate about that thing or person.

A third way.
Now we know that you have to know what to hate, in order to hate it. But not everything about a person or a thing is bad, right? Becouse why did we find the person or thing in the first place and get to know it. If we knew that we would be going to hate it.


My thought.
So, in order to hate something. We must love it. And before we can love it, we must also hate it. Think about that :D

Well, I promised you to post the complete version (in english). I have done that now! :) Watch it bellow.



The danish version will be deleted. And the link changed to this version on both posts! :)

Help me making better films in the future, by commenting on this one! :)

Hey everyone! :D

Today is a great day for me! Because i just finished my first flash movie! :) And I want to share it with all of my readers. Hope you enjoy! :)




I am working on a english version of this film! And I will let you know when it's finished :)

What would the world be like if everything was upside-down? If it was Cold when it suposed to be warm, or if a lot of money was worth nothing and small amounts was worth a lot. Would the world then be a better place?

I heard this thought from one of my friends today and I have heard it from others too. But why do some of us wonder what the world would be like if everything was different? Well, I think that it's because of all the stress in our life! We don't have time to relax anymore and if we then make time to relax, we might end up loosing our jop or others might think that we are lazy! I think that we push ourselves way too hard! We forget who we realy are and what we stand for. All the time we try to live up to those millionairs who think that they are above us "normal" humans who don't have our asses filled up with money!

But what do you think? Don't you want to use your short life, doing things, see the world, travel in the mountains, Relax, listen to the radio, have a life without stress. But, most of all, a life where we don't have to run all the time to ern for the living and then in the end feel like our life has just disappeared. I think that if we keeb on going as fast as we do and keeb turning ub the pressure! Then we might end up destroying ourselves and have to start all over again. I know that we only use 10 percent of our brain-capacity. But that's just because that we do not know how to fully understand ourselves. If we just lerned how to use our brain and our boddy fully, then we could have feagured out this "How to make our world a better place" problem, a long time ago :)

Keeb on going

Now, what does this "Keeb on going" mean? Well, it's just a way of speaking and how i think that ones life is ment to be lived! I think that if you just take all bad things and all good things from your past life, throw it away and only concentrate on the new things in your life. The past is a mystery that we never can solve.

Why use your time solving things that has already happend? When you can use your time solving the problems that you are facing at the moment. Think about that. Let your happanings guide your way through life.

When you have decided to move forward.

Choose one path in your live and the follow that path until it splits up again. Again, don't use your time thinking about what would had happened, if you had choosen a different path. Life is too short for that. Then when you are on your way trhough life, on your own path. Make sure that you let your path guide you to the next split, if you are afraid of following the path that you have choosen, you might end up far away from your own life's path and loose a lot of your time finding your way back on the right path again. Ofcourse you can say that there are no right path, but only the one that you choose. But if you get off that path, then it's not your path anymore.

Let's say that you have to get from a to b. A being you as child and b being you as old. At a, there is 3 ways to choose from. They all get to the same place at the end "b". Now you choose path 2 and start walking your way through the path. At the end of that path, you now see that there are 100 different path'es to choose from. No matter wich one you choose, you will get a car that make your trip through your path easyer. You choose path 56 and starts your new car. This road is hard to follow becouse of all the curves. You then start's to wonder if one of the other path'es might have been easyer to follow? Or maybe faster? While your are using a lot of your concentration, thinking about this other path. You forget to turn at the next curve and drives over a cliff. Now, becuse you didn't concentrate on the path you had choosen, you drive wrong and now have to spend a lot of time driving back to where you began the new path, to get on course again. This amount of time, you could have used to get further og the original path that you choosed from the begining. Therefore you dont get as far in your life as you could.

End of story

I hope that you found my little story interesting, or maybe helping. Just don't use your time thinking about your past! Move forward and get rich. Not rich in money, but in life experience and happiness! :)

Never before has a date in history been so significant to so many cultures, so many religions, scientists, and governments. "2012" is an epic adventure about a global cataclysm that brings an end to the world and tells of the heroic struggle of the survivors.

I have chosen to write about this movie, because i'm a big fan of this kind of films! I have seen "The independence day" and "The day after tomorrow". Wich by the way is made by the same director as "2012". I think that theese movies are great , because of the uniqe touch that they have! The director behind a movie like this, have this abillity to make you feel like you are part of the story. I can say that , because i know him from the two other films directed by him.

The most known release date of "2012", is november 13. This can change from country to country.

The inside
Now i'm going to give you some snside info about the movie.

Filming began in August 2008 in Vancouver.

The film is Directed by: Roland Emmerich.

Genres: Drama, Action, Adventure, Fantasy, Sci-Fi, Family.

Persons:
Actors: John Cusack, Chiwetel Ejiofor, Oliver Platt, Danny Glover, Woody Harrelson, Amanda Peet, Thandie Newton.

Screenwriter: Roland Emmerich, Harald Kloser.

Producer: Harald KloserMark, GordonLarry Franco, Volker Engel, Marc Weigert.

Executive Producer: Ute EmmerichMichael, Wimer.

Cinematographer: Dean Semler.

Here is something i have found out! :)

When you go to sleep, then you reboot yourself and start over again. But your mind does remember the things, that happend before you went to sleep (Rebooted yourself). But! You don't remember/recover your mental state!

If you for example, just went home from a party. Then most people don't feel well, They don't feel like they did just two days Ago. But if one then goes to sleep/reboot him/her self. The mental state also begins from scratch! :) So when you come home from party, vacation, or anything like that. Then just take a nap! :) And your mental state will then adapt the new enviorment!

Hey everyone :) I hope that you all like my blog here! :D

In this post I will tell you all about, how it feels like when you are trying to stop smoking. Maybe you can do it better then me? :P

How many times have i tried to stop?

About 10 times i think! Well, it's not the most easy thing in the world to do! I can say that!
And all the times, i started again after few days.


What is my longest periode of not smoking?

About 4 month's i think. But sadly for me, I started again!

Do i smoke now?

No, Not at the moment. I decided to stop smoking for about 16 hours ago! :) So, let's see how long I can hold on this time hehe! :D


Day 1, Day 2, Day 3, And so on

Day one

Day one is allways the most easy of them all. But before i even think about trying to stop smoking, I allways start the night before i want to stop! Becouse, that way i don't have the need to smoke in the morning the next day :) But that's just me, It might not work for you?
Day two

Here it realy get's serious! This is not as easy, as some "Anti smokers" Might think! Trust me, it's NOT easy! My tip to all of you out there trying to stop smoking, is that you start buying some gum. Just so that you have something to put in your mouth :)

Day three!!

This one is as hard as it can be! The first time i made it to day three was about a year ago. That was not nice at all! It's like losing your boyfriend. There is so many feelings, that comes out on day three. Its like eraseing all you memories for the last 5 years! Like losing the meaning of life. Your need to take a smoke, is SO! Big on day three! My advice would be not to start smoking at all!! Becouse it take so much to get out of it again!

My tip to day three is, to start listening to some of your favorite music. Not some lonly quiet song. But something with power in! Something that can make you feel alive! :) Trust me, you will thank me for this tip! It realy helps.

And so on

From day 4 and forward, it starts to get easier, from day to day the first month. Then when you hit a month, you will feel like you hit a wall, your life suddenly don't make any sense. You will start to feel just like on day three. But here you will need to combine the tip from day two and day three. And supplement it with one thing more, But i will get to that later.

Do as you allways do. Start your morning by eating breakfast, Go to work/school and do there as you allways do. But, When you wake up at the morning, then take a piece of gum. And put on your favorite song, while you get finished for work/school. You know, not some boring song! Put something great on :D Something that makes you feel alive! Then when you go to work, don't eat any gum or hear any music at all! Becouse if you do, then my last tip won't work! :)

Now, when you get home from work, Buy some candy, and rent a movie! Just sit down and get the feeling of that it realy is possible to enjoy life, without smoking! :)

From here, and the rest of your life

Now it's just up to you. Do you have what it takes to keeb up the good mood? :) You will never get rid of the feeling, that you need a smoke again! NEVER! When you first started, you will never get to live a life without the bad feeling when you don't smoke.

1. You are not cool, just becouse you smoke.
2. You a stupid if you start smoking.
3. Don't think that your mom won't find out.
4. Only losers smoke.
5. Stop NOW! Before you get too addicted
6. Don't be stupid and start to smoke, just becouse your friends do!


All These things, I did. So i'm just lame!. And you are too, if you smoke!

At the moment, i realy regret that i started, becouse i use so many money and time on nothing!

Hi all :D

I just wanted to tell all of my readers, that i'm so glad that you became a reader of my blog!

And then i want to share something with you all!


I have now been on my new school, for about 4 weeks now. And it's realy working out! I have had a depression for over 6 months, before i started there! But that has changed now. :)

A life without friends, is like not having a life! No one to talk to, no one to share things with. No friends, no life!

I hope that you all have great friends and if not? Then you can count on me! If anyone needs to talk? then just leave me a mail :) I want to make this blog a great place for my readers!

It just happened again! I'm crying at the moment when i write this post. It's so hard to live with this asperger thing. I don't have a lot of friends, so i don't have anyone besides my parents, to talk to about this. And the only friends i have, i don't trust. I don't know what to do anymore.

I have allways known that there was something wrong with me, becouse i didn't behave like everyone else around me. I have been different from my friends ever since i was little, where i allways played with myself and not with the others. But now that i'm a grownup I can realy feel it, like never before. I can't be places where there is a lot of people, like in schools and so. At the moment i'm going at technical school in my town. But it's very difficult for me, to be in a school with lots of people, like in this one.

My down times, like this one now. Comes in periods from time to time. Some time when i just can't have more problems in my head, I just go down and start's to cry. That is also a problem to me, I can't get things out of my head. Good or bad, they just stay in my head untill there is no more space in there, then it comes out all in one big reaction. Sometimes i cry, other times i just get's angry!

Many of you out there might think, that it would be nice to have the skill to remember everything that happens or things you read. Well, its is yes! But! All the bad things dosen't disapear either. So, yes i'm realy smart in school and so, becouse i remember everything. But i'm also very sad often and scared, becouse i remember all the bad stuff that happens in my life too. Everyone remembers the things that happens in their life. But not as good as me, I can remember things like if they were written on a piece of paper. I can even remember things up to 2 or 3 months after i heard them and then use it in school. But if something bad happens to you? Then you might cry at the moment when it happens and then go on with your life. But i don't cry when something bad happens, I collect and carry bad things with me for several months, or even years. And then it all comes out a once. And when those bad things comes out, it's not nice to be me.

Imagin how you feel when you loose your girlfriend/boyfriend, how sad you are after. Multiply that with 10 or more, then you know how i feel when i go down.


I'm getting better now,becouse i write about my problem :) But still! It's so irritating to have this asperger syndrome!

I had just got free from technical school and was on my way down to my motorbike, I arrived on a motorbike that day. Half way down there, it suddenly started to rain! So i hurried back to my class, where some of my friends were looking for shelter from rain, just like me. It rained a lot that day!

It was the plan that i should drive Stefan down to the busstation after school that day, but at the moment it didn't sound like the best idea. Stefan stood right next to me and looked a little confused, a 4 hour train trip waited ahead of him. But how would it be to be dripping wet in a train, for 4 hours!

My teacher charlotte was still in the teachers room, correcting our school work. I said to Stefan. "Stefan, can't you just drive with Charlotte?" Stefan said. "That sounds like a good idea! I will ask her right away. "Great!" I said

But that didn't solve my part of the problem? I still had to driv the 5 miles home, in the rain. At the moment i was so angry! Realy! I hated to have to drive home on 2 wheels! But i couldn't do anything about it.

Stefan came back out from Charlottes office, saying. "Yes! Charlotte can drive me to the train." "Great!" I said. "Now you don't have to get all wet before you take the train later!" I said again.

I looked at my mobile to check the clock, it was 12:30 pm. Stefan had to take the train 12:45 pm, so I said to him that he had to hurry! Stefan shouted to Charlotte, that she had to hurry then, becouse he had to make it to the train in about 15 min.

With me and stefan, there was one more standing outside underneath the roof. I didn't know him that well, but we were talking well together! That was nice.
The rain was falling, my bike was getting more and more wet and stefan had to hurry if he should make it to the train. everything was a little strange, i thought. But i was happy, stefan was happy, and the other person standing next to us, was happy as well.

The rain didn't seem to go away soon, so I decided to drive home before it started to rain more! Charlotte was done, so they were on their way over to Charlotte's car (Charlotte and Stefan). The other person was also getting ready to go home, he was on bicycle.

"Bye, Stefan and Simon, see you tomorrow" I said. The other person was named Simon. "Bye jim!", "bye jim!" they said. "See you on monday!" they said again. "Year, see you!" I said


The trip home

I was on my way home, starting out with driving through the city near my school. It was starting to rain more and the traffic in the city was driving so slow! I decided to drive out and around the city, so that i could get home a little faster and get some dry clothes on.

On my way around the city, I started to laugh, I don't know why? I just came to me. Then i started to think.

This is realy nice! driving in the rain and so. All the others cars, was driving so fast out here on the bypass. They all just wanted to hurry getting home. 2 min ago, I was just like them! That's why i took the bypass around the city, to get home faster. But now i actually liked the rain falling, I didn't think about getting wet anymore either. Just the road ahead of me.

Driving out there in the rain was just so relaxing, just listening to when the rain hit my helmet and all the others driving around like fools! No, more like a bunch of crazy people! HAHA.

But i had to get home soon anyway, becouse i didn't want to get ill on a friday.

Ahead of me, there was a junction where i had to turn right to get home. 2 minutes later i was home, home sweet home.

Looking at the stars

Hi everyone, I just want to share something nice with you all out there.

Did you know, that when you look at the stars you actualy look in the past? That's right. The way the stars looks like today, Is how the stars was millions of years ago! Everytime I look at the stars at night, I often wonder what they will look like today?

But here is something else about the stars

If what you see up there now, is what happened millions of years ago. Then what about a shooting star? you know that you can wish when you see a shooting star right? but how can someone wish for something that has already happened?


What i think about this

I often wonder what the stars might look like today and if the stars i look at is even there? I like that looking at the stars, allways brings something in to my life. You never know what you might find up there. New patterns, or a star that you didn't see yesterday. Sometimes when i'm sad, I just lay down on the lawn at night and look up at the stars. It makes me feel invincible and invisible to all the problems in my everyday life. It make my problems so small, becouse the univers is so big! And compared to that, my problems is easy to throw away. when i look at the stars, I allways hear music while i do it. Listen music while looking at the stars on a peaceful weekend night, is just so nice and relaxing. You should try it yourself :)

Why is it that we are afraid of the dark? I don't get it. Well, i'm very afraid of the dark myself! But I honestly don't know why?? So in this post, i'm going to tell you why I "think" that we are afraid of the dark.


Not knowing what it is

I think that one of the reasons that we are afraid of the dark is, that we don't know what is in it. Not knowing what is right in front of you is scary for most people.

I mean, when you turn the light on, you know what is in front of you. But when you can't see anything, your mind makes something up, that could be there! Most people makes scary things up, becouse they have been told in all those "horror" movies, that there is bad things in the dark.

I allways think that there might be ghost's or something like that. becouse why shouldn't there be? If the is such a thing as ghost's and other scary and bad things, then the most common place for them to be would be in the dark. Becouse in the daylight you would see them and not be afraid of them. Well, you might be a little shocked becouse you had not seen one before, but not as shocked as if they suddenly stood right in front of you. My point is, that in the dark you get afraid of almost anything, becouse you you see them as something you can't describe. but in the daylight you can at least see what they look like, if there is any? And I think that's why we are afraid of the dark. Becouse we imagine all those scary things that we haven't seen at daylight (scary things)


Those who aren't afraid of the dark

Those who aren't afraid of the dark, is those who can control their fantasy. They can say to themselves that the dark is not any different from the light. Becouse if there was not any scary things at day light, then why should there be at night?

I can't think like this, I try, but i can't.

Finding your lucky item can be difficult, because one's lucky thing must be something very special. and not just something you just found at the wayside! And you can't buy your lucky item either, that's just the way it is.


How i found my lucky item

My lucky item is a bracelet, one I made myself. My life has always been full of bad things and my luck have never helped me. I have been bullied at school, lost my things and have never been able to complete something big! until now.

For about 5 months ago I decided to find my lucky item. and it had to be something that i could allways have on me. I started out by reading a lot of text about lucky items. I found out that is could be hard to find my lucky item and that it has to be something special, something so special, that i wound not be able to live without it. And not just a computer, television or something like that. Just something small, but yet so special that I could not live without it, once i found it.

after 2 months i finaly found something that meant something to me, something i found special to myself. an appendage for my necklace. A necklace that i bought by the local goldsmith.

i was with my family on a small vacation trip to a Viking museum, where they had all these nice appendages for my necklace and i found one that looked like "Thors hammer" so i bought it.


One week later

I didn't feel any better, after i bought this lucky item. so i was reading some more texts about this stuff. And then i found out that "One can't buy a lucky item! and if one do so and use it for the purpose of being a luckey item, the item will turn the back on you and hurt you. The item will be like a portal right to the evil in your life!" This could just be some bullshit? But once I read this, I got scared. But i also read that, one can disable the item by putting it inside a fire and then take it out the next day. So i did that and started a new journey to find my lucky item.

I now know that a lucky item can't be bought and that it has to be so special that once you find it you can't live without it. I also found out that it is possible to have it in a gift from someone related to you or a friend/girlfriend.


When i found my lucky item

It took me a while before i found my lucky item. But now i have it, my bracelet.

I have had it for a little over a month now and it realy helps me! :) If you have it like i had it? I mean like everything just seems to go wrong! And no matter what you do, it still goes wrong! Then i can recommend something like this to you :) And now you know my part of the story, so that you don't make the same mistake i did :)

Hey again :) I just want to share something very funny with my readers. You realy need to try this one yourself. :D

earlier today i was down at at local supermarket, where this very funny thought just hit me.

I had to get some ketchup fo my dinner. The ketchup stood on a shelf with free space on both sides, in an open box. So i just used some very basic math to figure out a way to make all the bottles with ketchup fall down, when a customer takes one of them. Ofcourse they were all made of plastic, so that they didn't break when they fall down.

I made it work, and as planned all the bottles with ketchup fell down, when the next costumer took one of them! And i just couldn't stop laughing! It was so funny :D

And here is how i did it:


As you can see, i have made a little drawing in paint. Just to show you my Princip.

The red boxes is the ketchup bottles, And the light gray box is the box where the ketchup stood in. And the dark gray box is the wall it all stood on.

Now. As the arrows shows you, When somone takes the bottle that stands alone, the other 2 falls down!

Plz try this at your local store :D it's very funny to see the person's reaction!

It all started with Maria and Michael came to visit. We had agreed to meet, the day before the beach party started. Danny and Matias arrived a little later than Michael and Maria. So, before Danny and Matias came. Me and maria went down to the city to shop the evening meal. We were all into the pizza that day.

My mother gave me 40 dollars. And said. "Here you have a little extra! Don't forget to buy some for us as well." I replied. "Of course not mother!"

Inside the city there was a lot of people! There always is the day before the beach party.

I got a note from my mother, which says what we needed to buy to make pizza.

"Maria? Would you go and and find some chips, cola and candy? Then I'll go find what we need for pizza." "Year, of course I will." "Thanks, Maria!" After we had traded in for dinner and candy, we were going get some beer to Michael. He asked Maria to buy some for him, while we were in town.

When we got home we needed emptied the car.

"Jim, we can just throw it all through your open window." "No wait Maria! I'll go get a tub."

2min. Later. "æææ? Didn't you go for a tub Jim?" "Yes I did, but there was not any empty tubs! They were all filled with clothes."

Maria seemed a little mad at me? But it was probably just me who misunderstood it. Later when we had worn our product inside, Danny and Matias arrived. Danny made a wheelie in the driveway!

"Hello," said Matias in through the window with a beer in his hand. "See, I have bought the new ipod touch!" Said Matias to Michael "Nice enough," said Michael.

Maria said, "Come on in guys!"

When they came into my room. It hit me how much I had really missed my friends. Maria, who is always happy and full of fun. Michael, as always, the funny comments. Matias, our very own junkie! He is also incredibly fun to be with. plus he's a good friend. That is Danny and Michael too. Maria <3

Later in the evening the same day as they came. We was really enjoying our self's! With candy, sodas, chips, music. And an incredibly cozy atmosphere. I asked several times whether we should take a poker game? But none of them would play poker that night. It was probably allso best that way, because people were also becoming tired. Maria had already put herself under the duvet. And I sat next to her smoking a cigarette. "I want to sleep in my own bed!" I said to the others. Maria said the same, so there wasn't space in the bed for more people now. It ended with that I slept out on the caught with Matias. Danny, Maria and Michael, slept in my bed

Day 2:

Good morning! it sounded from within the room. Maria was the wagon. Michael and Danny woke up shortly after Maria said good morning to those contained in my room. Matias en I, woke up shortly after.

And here this short story ends.

psduck@hotmail.com that's my mail, if you have any questions

I took my jacket, and went on a walk.

My girlfriend Theresa had just broke up with me, so I was fairly sad. But luckeyly for me I live on countryside and therefore i can easily go for a walk in peace when i'm sad. Without car noise, people talking and all that kind of noise!

It was difficult not to think about all the good days and hours I had had with Theresa. So I went to a very slow pace. And I did my best to get anything else into my head, just something other than her. but as time went and my feet were tired, I noticed how far I actually was went away from home. But I was still very sad, so I thought no more of that. I continued to walk, but had now increased my pace a little. And my thoughts ver no longer locked into Theresa

indeed, I am always a walk outside when there is something going on to me or if I need ideas for something. It is like you are a totally different person when you just go and go. I had completely forgotten that my feet were tired, as it suddenly began to rain. The rain fell faster and faster. And I began gradually becoming more and more wet. If I have not become ill, I thought. After having gone around in an hour I decided to sit down on a bench. I was incredibly well on the bench! which led me to think about how much I wanted to smoke. But after I had looked through all my pockets, I discovered that I had forgotten my smokes at home. Shit I thought. I really needed a cigarette at that moment. But after that, threw out of the blue, came a male pedestrian. He was also smoking, I could look at his lit cigarette. Do you have a smoke I can borrow? I asked him. "Yes I have my friend," he said. "Thank you" I said. The man went on while I tried to get a fire in my smoke. But I was almost finished with the smoke as an old lady came and looked evil to me? "You should be ashamed of you" said the lady. "Why!" I said. "Because you smoke" she said. "Dont you know that it is incredibly dangerous?" she said. "Death has to have a reason" I said to her. She did'nt say more and just went again.

Well my smoke was now gone and the trip went back home again. On the way home it just started to rain more than it already did. And my trousers and my shirt was completely wet! but as the rain fell I got more and more like just to turn around and go an even longer trip. Walking in the rain and thinking was incredibly nice. And I could totally go and decide which way I wanted to go. The only problem was that I had to go to school the next day. and I knew that my mother would be mad if I was not home to dinner!. and there was only a half hour to. So I began to go home. But i needed to hurry up if i wanted to make it home in time! I always missed the bell when I just went and was myself.

I was now so close to the house that I could smell my mother's food. mmm that smell good! I rushed to the front door to get inside and away from the rain. but it was locked? I shouded to my mother, that she should get out and open the door for me. She came in a hurry and opened the for me, but said that I immediately had to go shower and get some dry clothes. so I did that.


And here my little storry ends.

My name is Jim Rasmussen. and this storry was authentic! I am today is 20 years old. But i still go for a walk once in a while. but since then, I have started to plan my walk's so that it starts to rain on the tour! It is extremely nice to walk around in the rain:)

If you have any questions about the text?

Then you're more than welcome to contact me on mail psduck@hotmail.com