Another blue blog

Medicin. It helps me to stay above the "normal" line of sadness and below the "normal" line of happyness. In other Words, being "normal".

I can live without the fear of hurting myself. Without not knowing what to do when i cry, not to know if i wan't to live or die and to live a "happy" life.

Everything comes with a price! I am NOT like everyone else. But my pills says i have to be. But what if I want to do something not normal to others but normal to me? It's like i can't. It makes me tired and unfocused. I can't do what I want to and is interrested in doing, because my pills keeps my impulses on a leash.

So. I can live a normal but unfamiliar life, or live like "me" but know know for sure if i might just give up.
So, am i cured? I'm sertainly not my self but others see me as happy.

When is one cured? I think pills move one problem for another. Then it's up to the the person wich problem to choose. And the bygger the problem, the bigger the choice.

What do you think? Can pills cure?

Falling apart

Climing towards the sun.
Climing away from the beginning.
How far can i go? I don't know.
How far can i fall? I don't know.

Climing is hard, falling is easy

I can fall with you, but never protect you.
Or I can take you with me and be your friend.
If i take you with me, we can built a relationship.
But if we fall, we fall apart forever

friends stay together.
But relationships can fall apart.
Be my friend and we stay together
Or we can built a relationship, but gamble forever.

When you can't sleep, the sound of the wind and the trees get's much louder! Everything seems bigger and more aggressive.

I want to sleep, but i can't. I want to close my eyes, but they won't

Why do I have to sleep? Why do i have to close my eyes? I want to see the world and make the best of it. I only live once!

Better go make some Coffee and write. I love to write.

I love that everything goes online and stays there for Everyone to see.
But i also love the feeling of being fresh in the morning! Oh what to do.

Well. Coffee is the meaning og life! :-D and writing is my love!

Right now i'm writing on a poem that will come up in the morning. I hope you all enjoy to read it.

Greetings from Jim :-D

K now your way and you will get there.
E xit a world world and you are on your way.
E nter a world and you are there.
P ersist and you will stay there.

G row and you will see more.
O wn your road and you own your destination.
I nvent on your road and choose a destination.
N ever look back and you will get longer.
G o, reach your destination and go further

It can be familie, it should give you energy.

IT can be intimate, it should make you feel needed.

It's not the destination, but where it belongs.

IT doesn't grant life, life grantet it to you.

WHAT AM I? I AM LOVE!

IT makes you wanna die for, and never let go before you fall.

It could break down your wall, and it will break down your heart.

Some run away, some get angry and some commit suicide!

WHAT AM I? I AM  SORROW.

LOVE ALLWAYS CONQUERS.
DEATH ALLWAYS CALLECTS.

I can always clime. But only alone.
I don't have the power. To go down and up again.
So if i choose, i'm in it for life.

I can always clime. But only alone.
When I make it to the top. I'll be there by my own.
I can carry a friend. But not to the top.
Only half and you the rest.

If i take you with me. I play with my life.
But if i don't. I loose that half.
If you leave me. I have used my energy and now i will fall and never come up.

When i woke up about 20 minutes ago, i just couldn't fall a sleep again! I really hate it when that happens :)

What i usually do is. I get up and make me some snacks (Bacon with eggs or toast with ham and cheese). Then turn on the television and wait until i get tired again. Not that much fun...

Tonight i decided to do something else. I decided to take a walk in the city and see what was going on out there (If anything) ? Well, i was not surprised when i found out that nothing was going on, on a Thursday night, and that the silence was overwhelming.

But then i realized how beautiful and peaceful it was to just walk around, listen to the wind and look at the stars. Every step on the sideway felt like a peace of my worries being ripped away from me. And the cold wind made me feel alive. Really ALIVE!. Every thing suddenly makes sense now, all the puzzles in my head got solved.

I don't know what was happening to me? But it was wonderful.

After i got home

Then i was shocked about how tired i felt and how relaxed my mind was. Not only did i burn a lot of energy walking around. But i also had the possibility to just let go of every stressful thought in my mind! What a feeling! :) Just letting the night swallow all of the stress in my mind and clear my mind before i go to sleep again.

I could really get used to doing this when i can't sleep. You all should try it.

What do you do when you can't sleep?

Let me know about what you do to get tired again? :)

Best of luck in getting back to bed again!  
Jim Rasmussen

It is depressing! But why?

In this post, I'm going to write about my thoughts on why this time of the year can be so depressing. Not only do i feel tiered and bored all the time. But also i can't do nothing about it.

We all like summer! Right !?

Summer is the time of year where the girls look awesome and the sun is making everyone so happy! But also the time of the year where you can walk around inside and outside without always being worried about your jacket. And you get the sweet smell of flowers every morning.

What about winter? 

Yes, winter is very cozy and nice. But for a limited time! That's about all i have to say about winter. Except for the holidays around Christmas and new years eve! That is the best time of the year! :)

And this is why i hate the cold days just before summer

The sun is shining and the garden looks so warm and nice, You want to take a walk downtown and enjoy the feeling of summer and happy faces. But you can't! Because every time you open that door, then the cold wind just bites you and scare all the good mood out of you. You can't even pick up the mail without 3 wearing layers of clothes.

The only thing left to do is watching tv, get bored or just look at the sun behind the cold windows thinking about how much you miss summer.

Am i the only one feeling this way?

Leave some comments and descripe your thoughts on spring :)

In this post, i'm going to tell you all something very awsome.


Do you know what astral projection is?

Do you know what your mother was like, before you were born.

Did you know that you can dream about, what your mother did, before you were born.


I have always wanted to experience an out of body experience, but I never have been able to do it. One can do it by leaving the body in sleep (Astral Projection).

I decided to do some research on this subject.
I now know that, one can actualy dream about what his/hers mother did before he was ever born! And that you can, by using the astral projection method. Wake up in your sleep and meet other people who also left their body while sleeping. There should be a whole other world hidden in the astral layers.

One can force this to happen, by listning to relaxing music before falling a sleep.

The things you hade the most, is sometimes also the things you love the most, or at least think good of.
Don't you ever wonder why the things that you hate the most, sometimes also is one of the things you may have liked or even still like.

Well, I have! It happens all the time for me. And in this post, I will try to share my thoughts on this subject


Love
Love is the one thing that i hate the most! But don't get me wrong now, love is great when the other person loves you too or when you just know that he/she does. But i could very much live without all the confusing emotions that runs through my head, when i think that i love someone and not knowing if she loves me back or not. I say stupid things, I can very easy get hurt, my heart is pumping very fast and i can't think clear.
Well, you might like this kind of feeling. But i don't and that's where my point is. Just becouse you like something, dosen't mean that your partner, friend, mother or your internet/sms-friends does. This is one way to be connected with the things you hate the most.


Another way.
The things in your life that you love, is also the things that you know best. That is why you know what to hate about that thing or person.

A third way.
Now we know that you have to know what to hate, in order to hate it. But not everything about a person or a thing is bad, right? Becouse why did we find the person or thing in the first place and get to know it. If we knew that we would be going to hate it.


My thought.
So, in order to hate something. We must love it. And before we can love it, we must also hate it. Think about that :D

Hey everyone :) Did you know that water can think? :O

I just found out and then i thought that i wantet to share this with my readers! :)


First of all
I did some experimenting and found out that one cam make water do different things!.

You can make it freeze on demand.

You can also make it taste better, by giving it some love :P


How to make it freeze.
First you will need a bucket, filled with water. Then put some salt in the water, So that you have salt water! Place the bucket in a cold place (Under 0 degrees). That could be in a freezer, or outside in the snow (At winter). leave the bucket there, untill the water in it is under the 0 degrees.

Now you take a small empty CocaCola bottle, or something like that and fill it with normal water. Place the bottle with normal water inside, in the bucket with cold salt water for about 4-8 hours. That depends on how cold the salt water is.

4-8 hours later:
Take the bottle up now and slam it against a wall ( Don't break it! ). The water inside the botle should now begin to freeze.

The water didn't freeze before, becouse the salt water around it didn't either. But when you take the bottle up and smash on it, The water inside begins to freeze becouse it realizes that it is under 0 degrees.

Saltwater can be freezing -23 degrees, without making ice.

Can we forget things?
Do we remember everything?
How can i forget on demand?
Is there a way to forget things instantly?

Those are all questions that I will try to answer in this post.


Can we forget things?
Well, we never forget anything. Everything! Is storet in our minds. But it's only the most significant memories that we think we can remember.

Do we remember everything?
As i said above, Yes! We do remember everything. We just don't "remember" that we do. I know that it sounded a little strange :)

How can i forget on demand?
And the answer is "No, you can't". And if we could, we wouldn't learn things as fast as we do now. Meaning that: Everytime we do something like reading a book, driving a car or talking to someone, we do it better at second try. You don't allways notice it, but you acturly learn something all the time. So if you knew how to forget the problems with your boyfriend, or how bad your day at work was. Then those problems would just apear again next time you were in that same situation. Because you didn't use the knowledge that you would have gained from your last try.

Is there a way to forget things instantly?
Well, I just gave you the answer :)

But know you should be ready to know, that there really is a way to forget things instantly.

It's called hypnosis. By using one of the many ways to communicate with a persons memory through hypnosis, you can force someones brain to forget small parts of his life. But be carefull! If one looses the wrong part of his memory, he can end up thinking that he is another person. Because he now don't remember those small things that made him, who he are today.

Want to stop smoking, start loosing fat, get bigger muscles or lern how to make websites?
By using my new method, you can force yourself to do things like the ones mentioned above.


Step 1.
Write yourself a note, that explains what you want to accomplish or have done. Like this: I want to stop drinking cola everyday and only drink it once a week.

Step 2.
Place your note infront of you, while doing the thing you like to doing the most. This wil let your mind remember the note and compare it to the thing you like doing the most and therefore you will more likely do what the note says.

Step 3.
Place your note next to your bet, on a table. When you sleep, you are aware of the things arround you and therefore your mind will use the note in at least one of your dreams that night. note that you might not remember the dream. But it will for sure help you even furter to accomplish what the note says.

Step 4.
Make a pact with your friends, by showing them your note. By doing that, it will make it harder for you not to do what the note says. Note that if you don't want to tell your friends, then you can tell your family and it will still work. You can also tell both your friend and your family and make the effect even stronger! :)

Step 5.
Now just keeb the note on you for another week or so, or just untill you can remember the no easily.

You should now find it a lot easier to acheive what you wantet to acheive :)

The story starts far away up in the cold mountains, in a small wooden house.
"Hey, mon?. Why does it still snow outside?" Said Martin. Martin was a young boy at 13 years. "What do you mean my dear? It allways snow up here." His mom was one of those "Mom's" Who just make ones life 200% better living.
"Year, i konw, but my friend said that it didn't snow everywhere?" Martin had a friend, who lived just 500 meters away. A rich friend, who's parents just moved up in the mountains to write. "Well, that's becouse he comes from the big city NewYork and it does not snow there all the time." "ah, okay, i see."

2 days later
"Mom, mom, mom, mom!!" My friend asks me if i can take with him to NewYork. It will only be for a week." "Hmm, I don't know." "Come on mom!" Martin smiled "Okay, but you have to be here on time, one week from now!" Mom said. "I promise mom, I promise."

2 days later, in newyork
"Martin! Hurry up, my mom wants to tell you something important." It was 8'a clock, in the morning. "Hey martin, I have something sad to say. Your mom ---|1 minute of silence|--- your mom might be hurt." "What!?" Marting was sad, he could not understant how that could be. "What happend to her?" did Martin ask. Lisa was Martins frinds mom. "She went after us when we drove away to the airport." "But, why would she do that?" said Martin. "I don't know?" Said Lisa. "And how do you know that she is hurt? You don't get hurt just by driving a car?"

Lisa said that the local hospital had called and said that she was in great danger! Her car had been hit by a truck. At the time when Lisa told Martin, Martin was chocked and very sad. He didn't even want to go to the movies with his friend. Lisa decided to take Martin home to his mom.

1 day later, back home at the hospital
"Hey mom!" Martin ran through the hospital and right into his moms arms. "I haven't slept all the night mom! Why did you come after us?" "I just wantet to give you this note my dear and tell you that you could open it when you arrived at NewYork"

The letter
Hi martin, my sweet son. NewYork is a long way from home and i'm going to miss you so much. Allways remember my son, that i love you very much.

Helo everyone! And happy 5 December :) Today im going to tell you all about the christmas socks.
There is actually nice little story behind :)


The christmas socks
We all know that it is the socks as we hang up at Christmas. A sock for each child in the family. And not the parrents! :)

But why is it that we hang theese socks up at christmas?

While there are no written records of the origin of the Christmas stocking, there are popular legends that attempt to tell the history of this Christmas tradition. One such legend has several variations, but the following is a good example:Long ago, there lived a poor man and his three beautiful daughters. He had no money to get his daughters married, and he was worried what would happen to them after his death.

Saint Nicholas was passing through when he heard the villagers talking about the girls. St. Nicholas wanted to help, but knew that the old man wouldn`t accept charity. He decided to help in secret. He waited until it was night and crept through the chimney.

He had three bags of gold coins with him, one for each girl. As he was looking for a place to keep those three bags, he noticed stockings of the three girls that were hung over the mantelpiece for drying. He put one bag in each stocking and off he went. When the girls and their father woke up the next morning, they found the bags of gold coins and were of course, overjoyed. The girls were able to get married and live happily ever after.[1]

This led to the custom of children hanging stockings or putting out shoes, eagerly awaiting gifts from Saint Nicholas. Sometimes the story is told with gold balls instead of bags of gold. That is why three gold balls, sometimes represented as oranges, are one of the symbols for St. Nicholas. And so St. Nicholas is a gift-giver.

The tradition began in many European countries. Originally, children simply used one of their everyday socks, but eventually special Christmas stockings were created for this purpose. Today, stores carry a tremendous variety of styles and sizes of Christmas stockings, and Christmas stockings are also a popular homemade craft.

Many families create their own Christmas stockings with each family member's name applied to the stocking so that Santa will know which stocking belongs to which family member.

That was the story of the christmas socks! :) Thanks for reading!